meet my BF...

berdebar2 gak aty nie tau... xtau np... apy  ka, tkut ka, apa2 ka... yg pasti jumaat nie dia blek... klu xada hlgan dpt jmp dia... mdh2an laa teda halangan... amin... if we can meet trmakbul laa slh 1 wish ku tue... hehehe... lg pun byk pkra yg aku nk bg tau dia & nak aku tnya dia... owh yaa... actually, aku dh bleh brbaik dgn gf nya tue... how... ??? actually, aku sndiri xtau np but i think nie laa yg trbaik utk aku & maybe 4 us... be a pren... lg pun, syukur pada MU YA TUHAN... coz xpena bg aku perasaan utk brdendam dgn sesapa pun walaupun aku rasa apa yg aku lalui nie ckup parah jgk laa... tipu laa klu aku ckp aku xjelez... dh namanya pmpuan perasaan tue mn bleh xda kn... lg pun dh mmg syg mau wat2 xtau mmg laa ssh... but, at least i feel better now... i can still luv him beside i share the luv with another person... so sick.. i know... emmm... okey... i dun want to start a sad story again... 4 now... i juz wait until he come back & meet him & discuss it... think 'positive'... i know i can do it... coz ALLAH alwyz by my side... THANK U ALLAH... make me feel better now... amin...